i'm sorry blog... it turns out he reads after all...
money... money... money...
why am i always in the middle... i did something wrong... i must have...
i stepped over his head... i did not giv him respect... was dat wat i did? and how?
... i will... look for you and get the money back... if thats what you want...
if u were hurt... nobody would imagine how hard i went thru these past few weeks...
if your pride was hurt... mine was hurt by you...
respect? i don't know at all
money money money... i was so stupid for being too honest... till now... we have gone our sepearate ways... we still have to talk about it...

blog... i am sorry bout the earlier entry... i lied once again... but this time to myself ...frustrated that he got over me so fast... so jealous he could do it... and i could not. i was the pathetic one, still pinning for the hopeless hope that we would still be together... blog, i really juz miss those happy times... not him... in my 18 years of life... it was juz the happiest moments... so angry with myself for being pathetic... not being able to move on... juz becuz of one guy... whom i thought i never loved... lol... congrats kim, you juz made him hate you more...