thanks wei siang for being with me tonight... when i need a shoulder to cry on... thank you for giving me your time...
part of our 2+ hour conversation... lesson on life... lol
him: is ok.. anything u wanna talk about.. feel free.. i be ur listener
dun find me fan can le.
me: lol... u where got fan
him: one can 4get a old r/s only wen a new one come
only then u can truly forget your past
if not, really need lots of time to 4get everything
me: lol... i go find lo =D
u wan be mine? haha
him: then from now i tryin to woo u le.. haha~~
my dear ger ger
me: lol
u must treat me especially good nehx
if not i tickle you wor lol
him: so scare~~ help~~~~~~~
i beg of u not to do so....
how come everybody not scared of me one... lol...
anyway... i wanna close down my blog soon... opening it during june 2005 maybe... more things happen more things post, lol thanks for supporting peeps... love ya!

heyhey... tomorrow i going domestically overseas le... to cebu city! heehee... i just love to travel... nice beaches nehx!
you know wat i did today? ... practically nothing at home! well... i called up a few schools... hehe... i'm gonna learn hip hop dance and badminton... enquired and satisfied with what i heard... i will be applying next week if the car is free of course. this time... nothings gonna stop me, okay?! they dun wanna me learn haircut/kickbox/work/yoga/tagalog... dun care le... i need to fill up my time =P it suits me more than other stuff... dats wat most of my friend say (-_-")
haiyo... still dunno which university to choose... help!!! *grumble*
going to aunt fangmin house and deliver her boneless fish now... lol... bbl!

juz now talking to wei siang online nehx... said he will provide me airticket to and back MNL to SIN... waha... u promised hor. cuz i knw him from who lives near you... haha... now i dun live near u so muz provide me ticket so can live near him :P lol mad one he... birthday next week sumore, got chalet =P 26 le... old liao le...lol ... 450SGD not easy to get wor... now he still in army nehx... sept then ORD... still say fast *bleahz* but dunno wat let go in june... lol... can't realli gets... my brain too slow la... hee...
really wanna go spore celebrate CNY nehx... however no $$$... nobody wanna give me fly :P it more re nao there...
prefer spore to phil sometimes... stuffs like irc/friendster wanna meet meet much more safer... here like so scared that they kidnapper or holdupper got carry bomb or what sia... LOL... so silly... =D

la di da la di deee... im back wor... in my dad office :P not home in the city yet lol. kinda prefer living in my dad house actually... btw, i saw something niceee today... the moon... i saw it clearly beside the sun this morning ehx... nice sight ^-^ i was staring at it like a swaku lol, maybe first time saw this type of stuff.
i will be going back up again next week cuz i wanna learn skateboarding yup. it cost cheap about SGD 1.50++ per hour =) together with the plasma tv in my dad living room... can relax nicely wor. got horses and other stuff... the arcade so old fashioned and cute also wor... it like u had to insert 5 pesos into the machine... which would entitle u to one song... first time in my life saw something like it nehx, lol, very nice =) kinda like it. we also played bowling... which it very cheap wor... my stepsis and i went to bowl. there also is billiard... but i dunno how to play... better dun touch later ppl laugh... keke. go and ask again whether somebody teaches *grins*
there were also a couple of pirated vcds and dvds sold... hehe... of course i bought the dvds... it very very clear... can compete with the originals quality wor. was finding "shutter" but due to bad luck?... it nowhere nehx... hehe.. but i will back there next week ^-^ my stepmom realli cooks good *yummy*
i also bought a new phone.. hehehehe... guess what brand?
it my dream samsung E600 wor =D i've been long wanting samsung cuz of the flip nehx... hehe... wanna thank dad for buying it for me. actually saw a couple in hong kong... wanted to buy cuz it cheaper but no warranty nehx... it dangerous if no warranty wor...
i will be going to the southern part of the philippines for a short holiday... it called cebu and located in visayas... my dad said the beaches there are nice^-^... heehee. why i can go i cuz my aunt has work there so i juz tag along wor...

oh yeah... forget to mention... i will be driving the highway today... the car i using is the black opel... haha... wonder how many people would get heart attack while i drive... *evil laugh* mwahahaha :X
juz hope dat nobody bullies me nehx... especially guys!!!... i'm a true blue beginner... :(...lol

yoyo =D blog cuz still got tie to kill before i set off wor... now refilling water in the big plastic tub... gettin ready to bathe soon. hee, yup, there no shower wor. actually can use lo... but the heater spoil so nvm nahx. boil our own water and mix it with the tap one okay le. haha, sound so primitive right. nvm, my dad place got solar heater so it better... ... but it still slow... cuz no really have sun un the mountains (-_-") then install for wat... lol. packed all my stuff finish le ^-^
decided to do braces... although seemed quite late... no choice... i wan my teeth to look straight nice. but had to sacrifice 2 years of my life to be uglier than what i am now! i ugli le then put sumore dun look like human le la me... lol... aunt said that during her time... putting braces means your rich... so everybody kinda like join in the fun, lol, weird huh. but now... braces just spells out N E R D. ahhhh!!! it so pain sumore... ahhh!!!
been deciding for very long le... wan your teeth to look nice when you grow older? then i'd better do sumthin about it... lol... aJa!!! [korean word for jia you/gogogo!]

^-^ hihi... today is my mothers' mum birthday. went over to her house specially to greet her. and took $100 USD from her to make my US visa... mother is nagging at me to get it done le... cuz it take bout 3 months wor :P.
packed my stuff today... will be away at my dad's house for about one week. can't stay here for the meantime... although it will be very out of city world... i still like the place, hee. mountains, horses and stuff... very country-like wor. i want to rent a bicycle for a week to cycle myself to the nearest cybercafe in town... so i can update my blog, check my friendster and stuff... hee...
that is... if my dad allows me to ride wor... juz have to say PLEAAASE... give a please-let-me-do-this face... hehe, i think can le. got park nearby somemore... i think i mentioned it as picnic groove... hehe... i'll wil be here to update wor... if i can find any internet place which is cycling distance? =)

hehe, a brand new layout... hows it? simple right? all credit goes to w4rniwarni wor, keke.
Hong Kong Trip
nothing much actually... i bought so few stuffs at mongkok. had to haggle like mad before they give me the price i like nehx... so irritating. hehe... but i did it a bit too much... i suppose... lol. for original vcd titled "qin ai de ni" 16cds... i haggled from the price of 250 to 150, keke. actually they dun wanna give me and i walked away but they gave chase (-_-") always liddat one. in thailand the night market they gave the price so terribly high... sort of same. my aunt kinda got tricked lo... her dvd normally outside bought for $50.... but in mongkok she paid it for $80. @#%#@... trick us #%*&^.
went to giordano... again... wahahaha :X. never bought clothes... just a shawl and a scarf that all... quite cheap nehx... i guess? lol... i just love giordano so much... too bad philippines the outlet damn expensive... if wanna stock up must either go singapore or hong kong *evil laugh*
sunday night we went to celebrate great grandma birthday wor, all the pictures in my visuals. my uncle, ah tien, taught me how to play mahjong... and guess what? i won the first round... wahahaha.... of course not all my effort la... 10% my work only, heehee. and that is taking the cube from my left... waha :X, pathetic hor ^-^".
played till about 2000+ then we blew the birthday cake... then the big adults went to play mahjong while i slept... yeah its true... i was really sleepy wor... believe me... my dad snored so loud in the night that i can hardly slept! anyway... ate dinner afterwards and my two naughty uncles dared me to drink with them! think i scared har... [well, maybe a bit lol] drank a hell lot of beer... no choice... great grandma birthday must provide some entertainment... yeah... the more we drank the more we talk... does that happen always to people who drink? lol... stupid silly things keep going out of my mouth... like ediot liddat... keke...
left hotel early in the morning even though our flight at 1100+... hehe... wanna go duty free mah... bought a couple of souveniers dat all. arrived in philippines in about an hours time... sianzation.
today is a really tough day for me... bullied by the two old ladies in the house... one is an old teenager and the other is an old woman =P. end up crying after being shouted by two of them... not fair nehx =(. called my dad up and asked him to fetch me away from here... hehe... he said this friday he coming down to do just that... he also understands the situation =). thanks dad! you're the best! =D
ahem... btw...juz to clear ya guys doubts... if there any... i not nude in the photo hor... i wearing something kz? keke, wun let anybody take photo of me if i not wearing a tube =P not so dirty one me *sticks out tongue* =)

came back from hong kong today... blasting cold for me =). will give the full updates tomorrow wor. right now i'm kinda stuck to the television... it hbo by the way... hee... watching sinbad and the seven seas... cartoon version... waha. tomorrow then!

hullo! juz asked jiun hong to help me check my email inbox again wor... dunno y my browser is unable to open it... several times liddat le... keep on asking him to check it for me. hee, thx wor!
tomorrow i will be leaving for hong kong... therefore wun be blogging for a couple of days... till monday perhaps. i'm so pissed of these bloody internet lo... keep on can work then cannot work... haiz.
going hong kong to buy lots of cosmetics and clips perhaps... will be going there for a haircut too, lol. no point keeping long hair now... need a change of style... keke.
nothing much to blog nehx... will be going over at auntie fangmin house for lunch till the evening... hehe... cuz house nuttin to do ma... lol.

i'm so sorry for not blogging the past few days... i am juz so occupied by the numerous dinners and all those stuff *smiles* plus some shopping, hehe, girl's paradise!
some things i bought and given to me are... ...
levis type 1 jeans from my dad... he insisted i wear high waist pants cuz philippines is a... well... not really a glamorous society
levis model 519 from my mom, came all the way from seattle... hehe, cuz levis jeans there are much much more cheaper wor
couple of new cds, either watching or listening
some mango tops... as it is on a major 50% sale right now, i grabbed about 3, hee
old navy tops and bottoms from mom
pearl earrings... i'm quite fond of pearls right now... i think they are very lovely and feminine to me wor. last time i would have said "yuck, so old fashioned"
couple of books... hhehe... reading is learning... nowadays not so interested in romance... preferred novels to it... the plot seems a bit more different
a mahjong bracelet with jade coloured beads... bought it from a flea market, hehe... bargained to the last... it worth about SGD$6... i love it
... hehe... i also got another great gift... I PASSED THE DE LA SALLE ENTRANCE TEST!!! isn't that whopping great??!! its said to be the best university in the philippines... in line with ateneo of course... never took that school's test as the place was kinda far from my home... hehe. my dad was so happy for me ehx... he wanted me to go to that uni all along wor... dunno why. but tell ya the truth i prefer UST... but the results coming out on january 25 2005 sia, kinda long way to go bahx....
today i;ll be at home for the whole day...watching vcd's and reading books and stuff... ciao!

visuals
H A P P Y N E W Y E A R guys!!! how was your countdown? hehe, mine was a blast! had it with my whole family and friends... sad thing is wei wei didn't come cuz he got lots of assignments to do before college term reopens wor. i really had a fabulous time... but... before the celebration we went to take a walk at the mountains... a park called picnic grove. the view was like so drop-dead beautiful... lol... nice english, hehe, like shit sia, since i came here... been practising on my tagalog... till now... i still sound so foreign, hee. take a look at some pics i took...

nice ma? its nicer than the photo, believe me.

me n my stepsis at hanging bridge. it has a wonderful view there.

dinner at new year eve.

sunset i took on our way home today.
28 dec- we arrived at subic at about 1400+ it a five hour drive from the capital wor... somemore my kuku took the wrong way despite my nagging to ask if she not sure which resulted in a bloody long cut... bth, lol. but nvm... we checked in kinda promptly and had a very large suite... totally nice! after that we went to zoobic safari to see animals of course... nothing much. but wuld like to get my legs stretched from walking lei, lol. reached home quite late... played dai dee with wei wei, kuku and siobe. i kept on losing again... *cries* [lol] i'm such a sucker at it...

on the way to the safari

ama got accidentally jabbed by an ostrich... ouch!

wei wei dimples very cute rite? lol...
29 dec- went to ocean adventure to see sea animals this time... the fishes very nice nehx. especially the dolphin show! they were so cute lei! so xian mu of the people who can work with them wor... can always mo mo and swim with them. hehe. btw... the view of the sea was so terrific nehx... i could just sit there and stare at the sea for the rest of the day without getting bored :) i love it so much... guys... if you come to the philippines... you should really go to our country's seas and oceans... it is really amazing to see anything so wonderful... i mean it *smiles* my next destination would be palawan wor... it can compete with the beaches of phuket... trust me. only thing is... there a lot of terrorists there... always go and nab people from resort. hmm... don't care... gonna go there around summer... already promised my kuku dat i would make reservations there soon, lol. believe it ornot.... i always plan the trips *grins* it cuz i like to travel very much wor.
we finished at the show park at about 1500+ and headed for the camayan beach resort to swim. the water was so clear i could practically see my feet even though the water level at my neck liao wor. too bad there no sun though... it would be a nicer view, hehe.

a picture speaks a thousand words wor

juz keep swimming juz keep swimming juz keep swimming... lol.
30 dec- going home time... nothing much... ate lunch outside... then i was snoring like a pig in the car liao, keke.

lunch at meatplus cafe

heehee... i juz love to snap away...haha
tomorrow will be movie day... as proclaimed by auntie fangmin... lol. gonna watch lots of filipino movies... it very nice one wor, hehe. would be going with wei wei they all again, hope i could snap some pics.
p.s. i would be going to hong kong this coming weekend with my dad to celebrate my great-grandma 100th birthday wor. it a freakin 10 degreees celsius there somemore sia. i'm very scared of the cold frankly speaking... my body couldn't take it... lol, weakling. keep on forgetting to see doctor sia... hehe. after movies would be going to auntie fangmin house to choose some thick coats for me to wear... cuz i dun have any. hardly go to countries during winter mah, keke.